I remember even connecting to some kind of a sea creature sitsar of this you know the water and explain and then just you know unload everything that’s happening within me all my stories all my victories all my secrets and I would do it a lot just because my probably the first meditations but at some point I noticed myself doing it and I probably was a little older and then I decided that that’s probably crazy. I’m crazy. I’m talking to water and you know so I kind of never shared it with anyone and I knew there’s a part of me that is not like okay according to the standards of normaly anyways there’s no normal until at some point I was a part of a ceremony a beautiful ceremony and part of the tradition in that ceremony was to connect to the spirit of And the lady, the the teacher that guided us to the ceremony with her partner, they spoke to water spirit. And I saw that spirit responded and I felt it and I saw it. And this was the the major highlight of my life because I just at the moment thought, “Oh, I am not crazy. I might not be that crazy after all. That was quite a moment in my life. It was feeling like I received a promotion from some unknown source and I in this crazy my way I was validated. I since then there was no more doubt that talking to water is something sacred and I was so blessed to understand that the vision was always there, that there was always connected that doesn’t go anywhere I go.